My life is for all intents and purposes going quite well... but for some reason I feel like all the things I've always known... the constants, the unchanging things... I feel like they're all falling apart around me. Right now I can only think of two things that I am ABSOLUTELY sure of.

The first is the love of God... that's one constant that has remained that way through everything, and I know without a doubt that it will continue. I've decided I need to get more into my Bible and such... I try already, but I'm realizing just how much I NEED it to keep myself on track... more and more right now.

The second is my friends... I know that they will always be there for me, as I will be for them. I know that they will still accept me and listen to me, even with all my faults and defects... I know that there is nothing that can truly separate us, because we are in each other's hearts.

Tonight was very difficult for me... I spent many hours with my best friends... my only truly close friends from high school. The three other people I was with tonight... they are the ones I will not lose, no matter where we all go... they are the ones that I will NOT lose. I am finally being forced to accept that things change, that our group will not exist as it currently does soon... that is very hard for me, but because of the two constants I listed above, I'm confident I can handle it.

In other news, I have my Otterbein orientation tomorrow (today, I guess) and Saturday, so I'll be out of touch. Again, a change, but one that I really feel is for the better. Other than losing some of the contact with the friends that I just talked about, I think college is going to be a VERY good thing for me, a change of scenery is something I really need right now.

This has been unbelievable long... but I've got a lot on my mind right now... if you want to comment on this, please do. If you've got stuff on your mind to... post that up here too. That's the whole point of this thing.. to share ideas. I'd love to hear about what other people are thinking... so go for the replies. Bye, all.